holy kleenex, batman!

it's been a looong time since i last added to this here thing. happily back at bowdoin, (basically) moved in to O, although the bedroom bit is still a bit of a mess as i haven't put away any clothes. hehe i think nugget may just shoot me soon. naw. anyway, living with her and halpal is amazing, it's just so fun to wake up in the morning and go to bed at night with two so happy and inspiring people. and thank goodness nugget doesn't snore. hehe. classes are amazing. i really think this semester is in the running for best semester so far, which is wonderful considering each one since freshman year has been exactly that (although certain semesters have been easier/harder on the stress, which sort of factors into the overall measure of "wonderfulness") anywho. next time i'll go into detail about the virtues of each of my classes, but in the few minutes i have right now i just need to express how happy it makes me to be back on campus. it's so good to see kruiky - i've missed her very literally with all my heart. i have this impossible dream of being able to communicate perfectly with everyone. i wish i could know what i could do to make someone else happy, and that they knew everything about me as well. i know that this is impossible and the complexity of human psychology makes all communication a bit of a tug of war, but with kruiky i feel the closest to this little dream of mine. there really isn't anything i wouldn't tell her, and how she thinks/speaks/exists makes me smile. i wish i could communicate with everyone with the same ease as with kruik. it isn't that i want life to be easy, or for problems to solve themselves, but just to be comfortable talking. oy vey. anywho, so i heart rachel. :P

things i miss from break: my extremely long walks, reading all the time, seeing grahammy and lima, pacific salmon (hehe), seattle sunshine (when it happens)

things i'm most elated about: seeing my plant (and it's lovely winter break caretaker!!) living with nugget/halpal, cooking again for/with my friends, little dog and boho, SNOW!!!, hours of blissful class and homework, talking about books, and seeing people i love. oh gosh i'm happy!